Did my self-esteem cause me to lose the love of my life?

In reality can I really just blame myself? In recent turn of events, my ex that could have been something has had a real life changing thing happen to him. And I'm not right there next to him. But could I have been? If I'm going to be brutally honest, I didn't love myself when... Continue Reading →

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Has it been six months already?

I remember exactly what drove me to start going to the gym every morning. A boy. He didn't chose me and I wanted to show him what he was losing out on, because once again another guy chose the skinny girl over me. At least, that's how I view it. There has only ever been... Continue Reading →

Pick me, choose me, love me

One of the reasons I used to be so insecure was because I always thought to myself, there's always going to be someone that's better than me. People are always going to love another person a little more than me, so why invest myself into someone that will never choose me? How could I possibly... Continue Reading →

Societal standards

I want to talk about society's beauty standards and how they evolve throughout the years. So let's start off here. I have big lips. A lot bigger than the average and it's the first thing ANYONE has ever pointed out to me when we first meet. Growing up, people wouldn't even introduce themselves to me.... Continue Reading →

Insecurities

Trust me when I say this: I'm really good at reading people. It doesn't matter how good you think you are at hiding your insecurities because I can see through all of it. I know exactly when a person is insecure about themselves. And yeah they might seem cool and collected on the outside, but... Continue Reading →

The connections we make

There's nothing like caring deeply for someone because you genuinely love who they are. Their spirit speaks to you on a personal level. Someone who you want to talk to every day not because you're lonely - but because what they say is important to you. And even when you don't talk to them for... Continue Reading →

I’m not perfect

I'm not perfect and I've never claimed to be. There are plenty of things that I still need to work on about myself. For instance, I tend to be extremely impulsive. Whatever I'm feeling in that moment kind of becomes me. And none of that helps in situations that occur in my daily life. What... Continue Reading →

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