Did my self-esteem cause me to lose the love of my life?

In reality can I really just blame myself? In recent turn of events, my ex that could have been something has had a real life changing thing happen to him. And I'm not right there next to him. But could I have been? If I'm going to be brutally honest, I didn't love myself when... Continue Reading →


Has it been six months already?

I remember exactly what drove me to start going to the gym every morning. A boy. He didn't chose me and I wanted to show him what he was losing out on, because once again another guy chose the skinny girl over me. At least, that's how I view it. There has only ever been... Continue Reading →

Disrespectful guys

You know, maybe it's the karma that I deserve for continuing to see someone who was already involved with someone else, but no one deserves to be treated the way you treated me. First of all, you always made it abundantly clear that you had absolutely no money to spend on me. Which of course,... Continue Reading →

Meeting you

I experienced something the other day and I didn't even want to talk about it because I couldn't believe it. That experience has brought me incredible ups and downs and has made me question myself as a person and how far I'm willing to go. It's made me question what my boundaries are and what... Continue Reading →

Pick me, choose me, love me

One of the reasons I used to be so insecure was because I always thought to myself, there's always going to be someone that's better than me. People are always going to love another person a little more than me, so why invest myself into someone that will never choose me? How could I possibly... Continue Reading →

Societal standards

I want to talk about society's beauty standards and how they evolve throughout the years. So let's start off here. I have big lips. A lot bigger than the average and it's the first thing ANYONE has ever pointed out to me when we first meet. Growing up, people wouldn't even introduce themselves to me.... Continue Reading →

The other day

I read something the other day that completely stopped me in my tracks and made me question everything. I'd been having one of those days where I felt like I can never get over my ex so I started googling ways to move on and stuff. I stumbled on a piece that listed reason WHY... Continue Reading →

The effects of old age

"Look at my face. It's full of wrinkles. I wish that I could have a face of a 20 year old but this is life. Yeah, maybe I can put on a little lotion and eat a little better and some of the wrinkles will get better. But this is growing old and it's just... Continue Reading →


We all have complicated relationships with them. I'm probably bold enough to say that they are the most complicated male relationship we have in our lives. Why? Because no matter WHAT they do, we will ALWAYS love them. The first 18 years of my life, I hated my dad. He was toxic. He was the... Continue Reading →

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